I’ve been stressing so much about being unemployed is cause I wanna feel ‘normal’. I want to complain about having a job! I want to deal with shitty customers! At least then I’ll experience what everyone goes through! Then it can prove I can mask ‘enough’
I just feel so incomplete. I feel guilty enough for never having a job or driver’s license at 20 even though I wasn’t able to when I was younger, but now I’m going to be a junior in college