Like I’ve had so many bad things happen that it’s just like. Idk. It feels hard to be excited anymore. I’m just tired. Too tired to feel good about anything anymore. Even when something good happens I just immediately come up with negatives and reasons to not be excited about it. It sucks I hate feeling like this. I really have to get out of this house cause I think that’s part of the reason. Issues with my mother you know how it goes.

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