Omfg. I just realized. I used to point fingers thinking no one else could process that this is real life. But I'M the one who can't. Idgaf about me and my gain/wants/needs bc I can't process that I'm in my body and not a floating specter.
Like I'd be like "How can ppl be so selfish and greedy and belligerent towards the earth and other humans?"
But like, I'm living through the lens of the world and everyone
Instead of through myself
Huh
Sorry, I'm kinda fried