I literally sorted colored pencils into their slots in rainbow order for two hours, got stuck on tiktok for another three, then went on a random side quest to learn how to embroider - there goes another 8 hours at least. Then work ofc - 8hours a day plus 45min commute to and from. I have thought about doing the chores several times. I have felt immense self guilt and anxiety over said chores. Why can’t I just get up and make myself do the goddamn chores? They’re even half done?? Fml honestly