dawg this was back in elementary and middle school where I then had a multiple identity crises’ after realizing I had no idea who I was anymore, therapists were of no help bc anytime I started explaining just a slight bit of my backstory and reasons why Im like this their comments would show they weren’t capable of fixing it so I had to do it myself
Studied developmental psychology and methods for emotional regulation as well as visualization techniques to be able to assess my own trauma for 9 years. Through my extensive research I was able to fix my issues, but it took a lot of time. this is to say I’m ok now, but I made this post looking for others who did something similar, it was never to be “cute” you infantilizing jackass