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I’m very lonely. But I’ve gotten so used to it that I honestly like being alone now. It’s strange. I used to be sooo social able and borderline codependent but now I just wanna be alone all the time. I haven’t had a single friend for two years.
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It’s just. Idk it’s weird. I want to get back into things and get back to having friends but part of me just hates talking to people now. And another part thinks I’m too horrible a person to deserve friends because what if I just hurt them without knowing. I’ve done that in the past and it’s part of why I’m here now. It’s just so shitty but at the same time I don’t know if I want it to stop. And most of the time I don’t even notice it anymore. I do now though. I feel so lonely.

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