Kinda like when I was questioning my sexuality and I did something wrong like drop some eggs, and then was like “I can be gay bc I dropped the eggs and broke them and I duck for that”
I feel like where I am now, I sorta think of myself as nonbinary even tho I’m not out. And then it’s kinda weird when I remember how I’m probably perceived, bc this often leads to me being like “no that’s stupid ur cis”.