and i understand part of this is just internalised transphobia/envy phobia but it still hurts a lot. i just wish people would see me and respect me for who i am without me having to be someone that i am not. i’ve been coming to terms with the fact that i have a lot more dysphoria than i originally thought and so this has been on my mind more i guess. i’m sorry for being so negative here. i hope all of you are happy and doing alright.

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I recommend being open and honest with the people you trust. I say I use all pronouns and most people default to she/her, but I’ve had the conversations with people close to me and most of them he/they me

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