Im trying so hard to focus on myself and not want/feel like i need a relationship so badly anymore but its so fucking difficult. Its been 5 years. I could barely call what I had with him a relationship bc i was A FUCKING FRESHMAN IN HS.
Like ive had nothing serious since. All there has been are fucked up situationships/non-commitment and just getting straight up used. Ive tried going on dates with people too and it leads NO WHERE UAGHHHHH