I used to think this way for 8 whole years of my life, and now I’ve blossomed into someone who has found my own purpose and is making meaningful strides toward it. I am commenting this to give you hope

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I spent 8 years extremely depressed and even in the second year thereafter, I told myself that it was all worth it even if I’d spent more time depressed because I’d been filled with the purpose of been longing for. Best of luck because IMO it’s worth it

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