Thatโs so sad Iโm sorry to hear that. Multiple times sadly, even with my pet goats that I owned. Pet grief is awful but you get through it. Make sure to surround yourself with friends and family who love you! Your friends will help you through this hard time. Itโs not easy and grieving takes a long time (it can) but you will be okay. It might just hurt for a while :/ Iโve been there many times so if you need anything lmk I can relate for sure