Recovery on Yik Yak | why do i WANT to be sick? who wants that?? every time my labs come back normal or my provider says that everything looks fine I get so so sad. i’m jealous of people who are actually sick, but i’m also jealous of people who don’t WANT to be sick. ugh

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why do i WANT to be sick? who wants that?? every time my labs come back normal or my provider says that everything looks fine I get so so sad. i’m jealous of people who are actually sick, but i’m also jealous of people who don’t WANT to be sick. ugh

Anonymous 15w

Ugh I hate to say it but I relate, I know this feeling very well. I remember secretly feeling elated when I landed myself in the hospital after not eating for four days and had “severe malnutrition” on my charts.

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#1 15w

see like… why am i jealous of that?? i’ve never been underweight because i’ve always had a short stature and muscular body type. my lab work is almost always perfect. if people knew this about me theyde probably think im crazy