i have really mixed feelings about recovery in general. i know i need help but the desire to be thin is so ingrained in my brain that im not sure that is ever something i will be able to give up
its like i can go back to eating normally but will the thoughts ever go away yknow?
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Anonymous1w
The thoughts get better the more you try to ignore them and eat. I've been successfully recovered for a few years now and it gets so so much better! I really do love my body so much more. It is hardest in the beginning imo