I don’t think I have a real eating disorder because I can’t really act on my thoughts but I look in the mirror a lot and get upset about my body and then think I wish I could starve or purge but don’t actually do it because my anxiety stops me
In highschool I would starve all day and binge at night but felt sick and miserable all the time which is why I’m scared to act on thoughts now
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Anonymous1w
It’s anytime I get stressed it’s worse I hate it I also know the calories in everything from years and years of tracking so even if I don’t track one day I can just count it up fairly accurately and still feel bad
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Anonymous1w
No clue how to fix it I think I’m just stuck with it