First off, I am so sorry this is happening. That's awful, and I'm glad you're realizing you should leave him and that the way he's treating you is abusive as that's the most important step in all this. Do you have anyone you trust you know for sure you can lean on? Trusted friends and any counselors/therapists are definitely needed, and if you don't have a therapist, I recommend looking for someone so that you can have someone you trust and can talk about anything with.

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Please read "Why Does He Do That?"

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Well the most pragmatic answer is breakup with him and simultaneously call the police

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I completely understand wanting a connection but if you don’t leave now, it’ll only get worse. Sometimes we need to take some time alone for restoration, introspection, renewal, and the greatest glow up of your life.

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