I’m so sorry you feel this way. It sucks to only feel happy because of medication but give yourself some grace. You’ve made it far enough to ask for help in order to get the medication, so it’s so important to feel proud of yourself. It’s so much easier said than done and I hate that it is. I wish the best for you and I hope you get everything you want in life.

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Well anti depressants may cause even more depression. Just work on your mental health THEN use it to help you. I cold turkey’d those and I turned out juuuuust fine. Healing takes time.

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