
Are you close with your room at all? You could talk about your feelings with them. Also, I’m pretty sure crying would look and sound VERY different. You could also talk to your RA about this for support if they’re cool. Join a club or an organization on campus! Talk to the people next to you in class on the first week next semester. I promise it will get better. I’ve been through this. Meeting new people is scary for EVERYONE. The uncertainty is intimidating, but but can do it! ❤️
I muffle it, so i am like silently crying and i tend to squirm a lot and cover myself with my blanket. I don’t know how masturbating looks as i do not have a frame of reference. I have been to several club meetings but idk what it is but i do not see the same people every meeting and I’ve tried to make plans with others, but they often don’t come, so I’m alone a lot.