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It still pisses me off when I think about the time my bf asked if I could just rub it out myself when I asked to use a toy so I could get off. That same week he constantly turned me down so I stopped asking and none of the times we did anything I got off
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Anonymous 6w

It hilarious. He just became so scary to me. It broke my heart. My chest hurt and something changed. I don’t feel the same way I used to. I use to feel like safe and secure. I don’t anymore

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Anonymous 6w

There was another time I told him I want in the mood to give him head. The only time I had ever denied him. I had asked for months for him to return the favor. He always said he would but would never follow through. He then said if I did that he would this time. We are long distance so it is a lot of FaceTime calls. He wants to me to pretty much show him whatever so he can get off. I never get anything out of it and it’s more of a waiting on him to finish. I hate it and have told him. It’s a-

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Anonymous 6w

girl leave him please

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Anonymous 6w

Cycle. He is no longer the patient person I thought he was. I’ve genuinely felt hopeless like I don’t know if I can leave. His parents are lovely and there are plenty of good things about him. There are just things that aren’t changing. I don’t want to spend the rest of my life frustrated or as shitty as I have

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Anonymous 6w

He only asked me then. That’s when I told him how it was. He said he thought at one point that it as hurting but didn’t think he would be able to get it back in. That wasn’t what bothered me. He made fun of a sound I made at one point and a week later started making cruel jokes about it. About how he knew how to “ punish me now” I should iterate that I like a different type. Pleasurable not painful. He said he was attempting to be kinky but all it did was scare me. He began cackling and found-

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Anonymous 6w

A part of me feels like I’m overreacting. I just want it to go away but I can’t

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Anonymous 6w

Girl leave him wtf is his issue ???

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Anonymous 6w

I’m so glad I’m single…

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 6w

It has gotten a lot better but I’ve also changed a lot. Part of me thinks he is somewhat better because I am prettier. I do think there is a slight disconnect sexually. I prefer to not be on top but that’s all he ever wants

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 6w

This is just sad… I honestly feel like sex only kills relationships and ones self respect and I want no part in it. I’d rather kms.

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 6w

I’m not sure if I want any part in it either. I’ve been outright frustrated often. It has gotten better but over the course of two years. Recently there was something that I’ve honestly been thinking of lately and have cried about. I did want to do an activity. I reiterated that he had to use lube. He either chose not to or forgot. It didn’t feel great and wasn’t enjoyable for me. He never asked me about how I felt until the next day. He told a coworker about it and they asked if I was good-

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 6w

I have no idea. I can’t even discuss it with him. I can’t forget or get over it .he says oh my god and rolls his eyes when I bring it up. He says he asked me if I was okay during but I don’t remember it. My face was kind of buried in a pillow

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 6w

No what he did was so wrong

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 6w

I’m so sorry sweetie :(

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 6w

Girl I’m so sorry he’s abusing you if you ever need someone to talk to dm me I hope you know you are worth more than he treats you

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