Anonymous #1 2w

I think my spit and chew racks up to like 600 cals a day tbh tho

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Anonymous OP 2w

Thats hardly any better at all

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Anonymous #1 2w

I just don’t get why I’m gaining weight bc even with that is less than like 900, but before I was eating like 100-200 at max and spitting and chewing for 8 hours a day. Now I eat 3 low cal meals and spit and chew for like 2 hours

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Anonymous OP 2w

This behavior is taking your life from you and you need treatment

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Anonymous #1 2w

Ik it is but I can stop it if I knew if I ate even low cal I wouldn’t gain more weight but that doesn’t seem to be the case

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Anonymous OP 2w

Have you been to an inpatient or even outpatient program/clinic/etc for this ?

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Anonymous OP 2w

I’m sorry :( what did they say?

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Anonymous #1 2w

My weight was to low that they wanted me inpatient. But ik myself, I would weight restore then go back to normal life and drop again. I just don’t understand how I’m gaining weight rn it doesn’t make sense

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Anonymous OP 2w

If trained and experienced professionals are telling you that you need inpatient, then isn’t it at least worth giving a try? Is the alternative of living like this really the better choice?

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Anonymous #1 2w

Ik myself I’ll gain a bunch of weight then get out and drop. Last time I went up to 118 I dropped to 74. Then went up to 86 now I’m 97 and I’m already going insane

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Anonymous OP 2w

You didn’t have the support of an inpatient follow up team last time. Just because it didn’t work before when you tried without help doesn’t mean that it won’t work when you try again with support this time

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