oh god that’s awful. i would have cried too. i have made some stupid financial decisions in the last couple of years so i have to accept that some of my stress is my fault, but a couple months ago i realized had less than $100 to get me through 3 weeks and no credit card (since i had to swear off them for quite a bit). it was scary as fuck. my cousin was visiting and he surprised me with a mega-pack of paper towel rolls and some tupperware containers and i nearly sobbed from gratefulness.