I get kinda emotional when I hear people talk about loving their life or looking forward to the future or having a new lease on life and stuff just cause like I fkn hate my life and think about dying every day like I'm so miserable forreal omggggg 😞😖😭
I feel the same way, have you thought about therapy or counseling? I haven’t been able to try it due to $$ but I know it’s helped a lot of people I’m close to