
let him know you’re feeling this way and don’t want to take it out on him and give yourself a break for a while. do something to take care of yourself and spend some recharging time alone. try to think about if there’s something between you guys you’re holding on to or if there’s something else that you’re more stressed about.
I feel awful and nauseous pretty much every day. I am restless. I’m applying to grad schools and am thinking of taking a semester off in between. I missed the deadline for the top school I wanted to go to. I just can’t find the time to sleep even let alone find extra time to fill them out so it has taken longer. I can’t look at myself without being disgusted. I’ve been in a calorie deficit for a bit now and am losing weight but I don’t feel any better. I’ve been in this slump I can’t get out of
I do think there are things from the last I am holding on to where it did break my heart. In his words it was just that I don’t know how to take a joke. I would have been over it if I felt that he genuinely was remorseful and not dismissive. It’s not just him, I’ve had a lot go wrong recently and I genuinely cannot catch a break. I work overnights shifts remotely on top of other things. I work nonstop but am making progress. I’m just struggling with taking care of everything. As of late-