
i’m not listening to it (other than those couple of songs). the fact that this is the first album of hers that that i’m like “…no” is making me depressed, not bc im listening to an album i don’t like. its the fact that i CANT listen to it. it’s not just the album but everything involving her recently has been throwing me off. it’s the fact that my comfort place/person is turning into someone i can’t recognize. it’s not about her, it’s about me.
give it time. i felt the same way about ttpd, but now i really appreciate many songs. not all of them for sure (it’s still my least favorite album), but i’ve come to love many of them, especially in the anthology. Showgirl is an upbeat pop album, and the lyrics are on par with the likes of 1989 or Lover. if you like those albums, this one will probably grow on you