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Was almost 11 years sober. I burned my nose again for the first time since then. Today I smoked it. I am so depressed. I don’t want to tell anyone or do it again. I don’t want to ruin my whole life again. 😥 10 years
#addiction#sober
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Anonymous 16w

wishing you the best you got this! it's okay to make mistakes it doesn't mean you're cooked for good

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Anonymous 15w

Mistakes happen! Let that guilt fuel you to not go back again. This is also helpful to me, I want to turn back to smoking 🍃 so bad but I can’t do it

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Anonymous 13w

Tell someone close to you

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Anonymous 1w

I did tell on myself in three days and I haven’t had any issues since then

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 13w

Everyone knows I messed up. I haven’t gone to a 12 step meeting so my mental health state is unstable like it has been for years. I went on an amazing cruise for a week all the way to Jamaica. I had the most fun in my life. I’ve only worked for two days since my vacation and I see feel the darkness and self defeat coming back. I promised myself that I wanted to keep a happier lifestyle after the cruise. I learned about myself. I am losing grip

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