
Hey, I get where you're coming from, but punishing yourself isn't going to improve your relationship with your body or with food. It’s hard to learn to love yoursekf but I promise with loving yourself comes taking care of yourself and being happy at any weight. Punishing yourself and withholding good things won't lead to you trying harder at anything, it just makes you feel too shitty to try in the first place. I get it though, and I see you. I hope you decide to start e soon anyway