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Trans Talk 6w
Bro I don’t even know who I am anymore. I’ve been on hrt mtf for 2 years and now i think i’m making a mistake. A big part of my soul is saying to detransition and then another part is saying to keep transitioning. I feel stuck and it feels like torture
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Anonymous 6w

you should list the reasons on why you’d want to continue and why you’d want to stop transitioning. do you feel like you’re not really trans or is it because of external reasons such as not being accepted or fears of passing.

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Anonymous 6w

It’s like I don’t even wanna do anything at all until I figure this out but idk😭

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 6w

And I’m just scared of continuing to take the hrt and then later say i want to detransition. I really don’t wanna permanent changes if I go back. I can’t believe this.

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 6w

This is a great suggestion! Sitting through each of your thoughts and feelings, then deciding if they are both, internal and valid, or if they are external or even fears. There’s a LOT going on rn around us, even if it’s not happening “to” each of us specifically at a given moment. It’s a great way to ground yourself and everything that you’re trying to untangle.

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 6w

thank you i’m going to try this. and it’s so confusing because i think i’m trans and i’m not at the same time. there’s both internal and external reasons for each option so i feel stuck

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Anonymous replying to -> #4 6w

i appreciate your thoughts. i’ll definitely try this!!

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