
lol this but gay i fell as close to being in love as possible without it being mutual with my best friend as i could and looking back it was sooooooo teenage gay crush omg what if we kissed drawing hearts between our names in class. it's nice to experience crushes now in a way i (and presumably you?) didn't get to growing up
It’s crazy how the brain works like wow you really can’t choose who you become overwhelmingly attracted to. Realistically I don’t think my feelings will ever be reciprocated so I’m trying to just like remain normal about it and eventually move on. Doesn’t mean I don’t like daydream constantly lmao
oh yea I thought I was asexual until I transitioned now I’m pan. I just couldn’t really imagine myself happy with anyone else until I was happy with myself and I didn’t like my body enough to want to have sex using it. Now I’m a bit of a hopeless romantic lol. Ur thing sounds so cute I hope u find some guy who reciprocates that for u!