
I used to read mlm ya books as a teenager and cry bc I wanted to be them so bad. I wanted a queer relationship that didn’t involve my complicated gender bullshit. I wanted to frot and press my flat chest against another man’s. I wanted to be seen as gay and not as a straight girl with a fetish for being called a boy. Still kind of want it really bad honestly
exactly like i totally respect that some cis gay guys just don't date trans men and that's totally okay (as long as it's not because of transphobia), i just wish i didn't have to feel like i'm walking on eggshells trying to find a guy who will actually respect me and see me as a man