
oh and yknow what else? i hate how isolating the whole thing has been. growing up thinking i was a gay man or just a femboy. im tired of being overly sexual, overly permissive to men or anyone wholl give me attention becaude it feels gender affirming. i hate being starved for affection, constantly feeling like a failure because my family doesnr understand me, because my identity makes me automatically something to be shunned, ignored, and mistreated. a trans girl is a girl youre allowed to abuse