
I got harassed by my friend’s RA literally just for being a man hanging out with my friend in her room on an all-woman floor (no rule for this btw and I should’ve reported it). afterwards I realized that the parts that upset me the most were the parts where she insulted my body and when she said she could “smell when men were on the floor,” and that made me realize that I was feeling dysphoria.
In high school, I secretly tried out being nonbinary and genderfluid for a bit. I knew something was up but couldn’t put my finger on it. Till one night I was driving late and only had my thoughts for company, and I finally realized that I was toying with these other things due to internal transphobia from shitty family members and that being a man is what actually felt right. (Obviously not saying nonbinary and genderfluid people are only trying it out, that’s just how it worked for me)