This is so real. I may be experiencing something different than you gender-wise, but it resonates. My only relationship so far was (supposedly) straight/cis at the time, and I was playing a role in my body that I didn’t feel. In the future, are the things I like about myself also the things that the people I desire will like about me? Or will they mainly be attracted to the aspects I’m indifferent to or don’t really connect to anymore? Much to think about. Thanks for putting this out there.

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