i understand. i’m a tguy early in my transition (still really closeted so “girlmoding” lol) i’ll be going to my first pride this year and i’m worried about that too. i think you should still go, no one at pride will be judging you and you might have a lot of fun. i’m sorry, good luck friend!!
Maybe, I don’t really have any pride gear Maybe it’s dysphoria, maybe it’s internalized transphobia, but i feel like even with pointers people will still just get it wrong. In places where I’m fully out (at college) people never get it right ever, so I figure that’ll just always be the case.