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i think maybe the reason I get the doubts so bad is that being a boy meant being young. being a boy felt like the Before Times and I dont want them to be over. im not ready for the Rest Of My Life to start
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Anonymous 13w

i hated being a boy. it felt awful. but i can't stand the idea of not being a kid anymore

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Anonymous 13w

Have you considered how invigorating being a woman will be though For every fond childhood memory you can make 10 more living the life you actually chose for yourself

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 13w

im just kinda scared. what if im a boring adult and I hate adult life. what if I was wrong about transitioning anyway. now that im not numb all the time everything is scary and i feel like i have to hide, i feel like things were better when I was repressing and living as a boy

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 13w

I don’t know how to describe it but I feel what you’re going through a lot. Responsibility is a lot of effort and it’s always daunting to take it on at first, but you’ll feel a kind of release you never could before once you’ve seen that you’ve built a life for yourself. Life is like a jrpg, you’ll get stronger, you’ll meet more people than you could ever imagine, and one day you’ll fight god

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