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Been suicidal for so many years. At what point is my brain telling me what’s supposed to happen? (I’m safe and this post is a genuine question) it’s hard because I’ve helped so many people and IK I could help much more but what about how I feel?
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Anonymous 19w

for me it was when I started taking low dose antidepressants. sometimes your brain is just chemically imbalanced and you gotta correct it. not sure what your situation is tho, but you could bring it up to your doctor

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 19w

Tried so many antidepressants. Off them this week, was supposed to have an appt today with psych to try new one, it got cancelled.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 19w

my depression was amplified by dysphoria, do you think that’s why yours is treatment-resistant?

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 19w

Yes

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 19w

But there’s nothing I can do about that, I’ve got a referral for top surgery and now it’s just the longest waiting game of my life

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