i’m glad i pass but i forever resent the road i had to walk to get to this point. years of training my voice by comparing myself to other people and hating myself for it. crying bc i could never do makeup well enough. having nobody to help me with fashion
it took a lot of trial and error to pass but i wish it didn’t cause this much pain. i still resent how i couldn’t take puberty blockers at 13 then hrt at 16