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Maturing is realizing that maybe when I was younger I really wasn’t worthy of love. Sure, I deserved as any human does to feel loved but… I had work to do. I wasn’t ready for love and I shouldn’t have tried to give it. Anyone else have that feeling?Somewhat. I don’t necessarily agree that being worthy of love and deserving love are different things. But I definitely had some things to work on in the past. I still do tbh. I mean I’m significantly more aware of what I did wrong but there’s a whole lotta extra stuff you gotta do after that. But I’ve at least made some progress since then and have therapists who I can expand on it with. But yea I wasn’t ready for anything real back then. I’m still not but this time it’s by choice and…