continuing to ramble, but i’m at a point where idrk what i am, i know definitely NOT a woman, but i fr cannot tell if im masc at all, like it fluctuates a lot, being considered a full man makes me dysphoric most almost all the time (but rarely might fit?) and then i just feel kinda like nothing all at the same time but idk if i’d call my self transmasc and idk if nonbinary feels exactly right either, femboy as a label sorta fits but like, idk, the gender really is souping