Part of this is because my early exposure to trans identities did come from porn but it also feels like taking hormones is just trying to legitmize a fetish even though i know its not. This is part rant and part a question of how yall view this and if some of you felt similarly how your view has changed. Cause my brain is just stupid and i feel like im just horny to transition. I want to have pride in my apperance and feel sexy, but its a double edged sword in my brain.

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