I’m a spiritual Christian and reject the Bible and other Christian practices, but believe classic Christian beliefs. I try to be a good person because I cannot fathom being anything else. I hate how I feel when I’m a bitch. Sky daddy will judge me and if he wants to send me to hell cuz I didn’t do it right, well then I never worshipped his ass cuz that’s evil. I’m not very far from an atheist.
I get where you’re going with that but as an agnostic myself it’s not so much that I believe in some higher power, it’s just that I don’t think we can really rule out the existence of such an entity. And personally I think if there is some higher power it’s something stranger than we could ever imagine, something that existed before the Big Bang and is as unknowable as reality itself.