You want my secret? Exceptionally high health anxiety. “My tooth looks bigger than it was - OH GOD GUM RECESSION” -> quit zyns (dentist said my gums are fantastic and i do not have ) “This anxiety related tingle that I’ve had before and went away no problem is sticking around again - OH GOD PERIPHERAL NEUROPATHY” -> quit alcohol (my labs are normal and my doctor says I don’t have it) Fuckin,,,, still working on one for the weed. I quit the smoking part ages ago so now it’s just ???