As a confirmed catholic, I am the same way. Jesus does not contradict himself. His greatest teaching was to help the less fortunate. If u think any of his other words contradict that, u are not the godly person u think you are. What a person “deserves” goes beyond just death. No one deserves death? That’s true but no one deserves to be ostracized or left helpless either and that is what I live by
catholicism, at its core, teaches the preferential option for the poor. a hallmark of catholic teachings is that society and individuals have a moral obligation to prioritize caring for the poor and vulnerable. jesus himself said this throughout the bible: “whatever you did for the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me” (matthew 25:40). i went to a catholic school for 12 years trust me i know what im taking about