Yeah Ive seen that, I just don’t “understand it” like, I know it with my brain but can’t relate with my heart, if that makes sense? Like I just.. can’t create that hate in me if I tried? I can intellectualize it, but I can’t relate. If I try it’s like pulling on a string tied to nothing. From an intellectual perspective I understand, but from an emotional one I just… dont?
Even so, there’s this desire to create suffering for whatever group of people they have in mind. Even the people who I am most diametrically opposed to, I don’t want to suffer. And this isn’t some self righteous pat on the back thing, I just… don’t get the desire for others to suffer and I don’t know why that’s so central to who we’ve become