I think about being dead. Like I really try to pretend to be dead but then I feel my heart beat and feel how I’m forced to breathe and of course the hunger and paradoxically it makes me feel more real and alive

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yeah, I used to have that from smoking. It goes away if you take a little break maybe and then you could smoke again and just like be careful It won't come back. we also live in a society so ha ha.🤡

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