It never really affected my eating and sleeping patterns thankfully, but it would be the only enjoyement I would get from life. It took all emotions from me good and bad, i couldnt socialize anymore or make friends. I lost passion in things I used to love, love life was nonexistant and nothing was special. Also completely took the โdrunkโ feeling from alcohol which was a fun friends activity. I could over the amount my body could handle and feel nothing.
Yeah ive come to that realization ages ago. Been probably a little less than a month and while differences have happened like getting dreams back, living still sucks. I remind myself every day how I felt as a kid/younger, and how much better things felt. And while many would still call me a kid as im barely 20, I am sick of my day to day life.
Thats a good way to view it, and I for sure agree. I just want to live and make the best of the time I have as im sure everyone else does. But for now my body and mentality need to recover from the prolonged weed use as much as I used to love it lol. Good thing is we are both young, our bodies are developing and will heal quick so long as we take care of them. Too soon to judge life when we have barely been living as functioning adults.