woah girl, are you okay?

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Enjoy my nightly crashout in which I try to express my feelings through writing to make myself feel better but instead add to my loss of sleep which worsens the cycle infinitely

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it’s human to think and feel and all that because I just think I’m ridiculous for having the wiring or the brain space to be going through stuff like this instead of being normal and I know it might be unempathic for me not to acknowledge that even people who seem perfect and content have their own issues, butni don’t really feel like it. In some place there is a girl who’s life is simple and peaceful and I don’t know if you heard me right but I want to be her.

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But for now I’ll have unhealthy attention seeking behaviors and continue to wonder whether me getting skinnier and looking attractive to his friends will be enough for him to like my instagram story.

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something that I don’t quite know, but her room is full of sun because she has a big window facing her bed, and I can just feel how calm and normal her life is. I wish that was me all the time and I wonder every day of my life how a girl can live such a normal life and have such normal thoughts that she can go on to school and meet a guy and get married and be happy wi to our breaking down over stupid things the way I do. And I really don’t care if my feelings are valid or if

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