i’m never going to be able to enjoy somethings again unless we somehow make it out of this together. we got halfway through one of my fav tv shows and now it just makes me sad. so much good lost in an instant. i can’t process it, doesn’t feel real
i am going to distance myself. whatever space they need. hurt as it will, the idea not having them in my life worse, but i love them even more and owe to them. i’ve offered to be a safe space to carry that weight, feeling much the same should they need it