I was having a depression episode when I made that post. I been dealing with mood swings. I’m trying to get help for it. I know even if I don’t have much to live for, I have myself for live for and my value as a human isn’t tied to arbitrary achievements.
When ppl try to talk u out of suicide, they say bs like “you have so much to live for.” Well I don’t, my family is abusive, I have no friends, no one to love and I’m a college dropout with no full time job. I don’t enjoy anything anymore. I have nothing
Am so proud of you for making yourself observe your value, even as your brain and stupid standards is telling you otherwise. That’s a HUGE thing to overcome, especially in this society.
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Anonymous#15w
*episodes
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Anonymous#25w
The one funny thing about my depressive episodes is when they are really bad, its always right before my cycle so i am prepared for it.